part 3, amber

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The second trip to North Carolina was a whirlwind of trying to figure out big feelings and then acting on those feelings. That part was reckless and careless and it’s something that’s hurt a lot of people. We’ve both lost friendships over that choice…big, important friendships that we didn’t think would be so easily shaken. That part was messy and heartbreaking. Even with the mess, I’m not sure either of us would have made a different choice on that trip. When I look back on our friendship, I think every single moment led us to *that* moment…the one that would change everything in the most disruptive, beautiful way.

Monday, March 27, 2017
when love and like and lust say
throw all your beliefs out the window
burn it all down
and laugh at the ashes because
damn she’s beautiful

i’d trade way too much
to wake up to
that sunshine smile

for now the only trade
we have to make is
before i held her in my arms
and ever after

right and wrong are relative
the only truth i know
Jesus loves me this i know
when she moans

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